How many times did I pray to stop crying?
Its amazing how long it takes me to realize im sad these days.
Ive been so happy so long.
I forgot what it was like to be worried.
Now i dont know how to stop.
I cant seem to pray anymore.
SEE THE THING IS, he said, BIG GIRLS LEAVE MORE SPACE FOR ME TO GRAB AHOLD OF
i’m not your handlebars
SEE THE THING IS, she said, BIG GIRLS ARE BETTER THAN SKINNY ONES BECAUSE MEN DON’T LIKE BONES
other girls are not graveyards
SEE THE THING IS
a baby girl isn’t beautiful because somebody is gonna hold her
i mean we all wanna be loved but i want her to
a baby girl isn’t beautiful because a man’s fingertips can dig
bruises into her hips, she’s beautiful because
she just is
in nature we don’t say a flower is beautiful
when somebody wants to pick it
in fact we say that nature’s beauty is at the height of purity
when it would destroy you to even touch it
SEE THE THING IS
i would rather be an ocean of danger and deep black and
thick mermaid thighs rather than
a body you want to cruise across
i would rather be the night sky and crush ribs with a suffocating sense that we are all small and purposeless
rather than a landscape of freckles someone happens to think
are akin to constellations
i would rather be storms and lightning and a bright sun rising, i
would rather make you quake in your boots than get your heart
i would rather be beautiful like a cold spring stream:
not beautiful because you said so
but beautiful because
i am me.
My bug bites are like braillle
All. Over. Me.
Little braille messages from an evil little bug.
Whatever they say, my reply is FUCK YOU BUG!
At least I know it’s probably not bed bugs cause I’m allergic to those suckers and I’d be all swollen up.
No pants makes her dance
wait a second…I”m not home alone O.O
oh, just my brother
He’s knows what this is.